Got a little too heated at the bout yesterday and was complaining and yelling about calls while on the track. I’m usually not like that, I think it was a combination of tiredness and a little frustration.
However I’ve vowed to never act like that at a bout again. I’m embarrassed to think about what the refs and other team must think of me. I’m usually one of the most friendly people on my team. I was really off yesterday, personality wise, even some of my teammates were asking if I was okay.
Anyway if anyone from suburbia roller derby is out there, skaters, refs, or nsos, I’m sorry.
im a boring person.
i dont go to clubs, i dont go to crazy events…id rather stay home and watch netflix. and if i go out, i just wanna do simple shit like walk downtown or go to target just for the hell of it. sure, i do the normal stuff like go bowling or go out to eat or go see a movie. and turn ups are cool when its only a handful of ppl around and only when its ppl i know…new folks fuck up the vibe.
im very chill. very very chill. no time for craziness, no time for nonsense.
I love how she almost drops it until she smells it and that flashbulb memory hits.
“Real isn’t how you are made,” said the Skin Horse. “It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real … Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.”
Mine would be chocolate. The day before yesterday I had two molten brownie lava cakes and yesterday I had 3 chocolate chip cookies dipped in a chocolate shake.
lactating chipotle burrito bowls is gonna hurt my nipples.
I’m a tumblr junkie by day and a nurse by night. I need a friend. Someone to talk to in the same field. Im at my wits end. Nursing is stressful.
i feel this. my first year in the nursing field was the worst year of my life. but it gets better. i promise you.
and if you need to vent, im here. we can bitch back and forth haha